Friday, January 13, 2012
It been quite sometimes since I last update my blog.Can see that I am getting more and more lazy to update as i realise everyone surrounded me are not using blogger anymore.Guess i am the only one using it nw.Becos,inside tis blogger,there is so many memories inside,it's like my life's journal,tinking of it,I am afraid if someday blogger are upgrading or etc.,then all the posting I posted when I am still a young 13 yrs old gal till nw,i am already moving forward 21 will be gone.Time flies.Things change,life's change,everyone's around change,including myself.Life's a tortured.I cannot accept wat fate is bringing to us.It's...bad.Well...recently chatting with one guy in co., really dunno why can I continue the chat and tinking if we are possible,it's kinda ridiculous.I hate it when I can't control myself to tink of ridiculous thing.My heart,are still with him.The one I waited for so long.People's around me get to noe abt it only tink that I am stupid.Fucking stupid.Bt hav u ever go through it?Can u do until lik wat I am doing?Like/Lov someone for 10+ yrs?Tat's fucking long.Bt,I am waiting for empty shell.I thought this road can lead me out of the darkness,so I followed,until now..I still don't find a way out.And so,I am trapped inside,it would takes me a long way to walk out.Still the same,it has been one yr working in this co.,but,it still didn't get any better.Tired,very tired..physically..mentally...and oh my gosh,i am gaining weight -.-.




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
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