Monday, November 29, 2010
Juz finish watching the taiwan drama Endless Love(爱 无限).It was the last epi,epi 15...the ending was touching,and nice ttm.Lov tis show alot,quote of the show “只要被红线连结在一起的人，无论有什么深仇大恨，最后都一定会在一起的”。And yea,the moral of tis show is abt 月下老人的红线。Interesting isn't it?I guess other than Meteor garden,MVP Valentine,tis was the best drama,bt of cos oso Mars,and some other show which i mention before.Been watching Gloomy Salad Days(Death Girl) tis taiwan drama too,tis show was mostly showing abt secondary school most of the teenages kind of life,oso nt bad too (;.Shall blog till here,byebye.




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
2:28 PM


Tuesday, November 23, 2010
突然间不见。
Nw mum is explaining wat happened to dad to a friend of my sis,reminded me wat happened "last nite",hw torturing is 2008.Nt easy,yet...2 yrs hav passed,yea..sometimes,i will tink and tink,if dad is still around,everything would be diff,will my jie and i further our studies?My family financial hw?Bt i believe,my hse tat 2 kids would be doted by him,hw i wish to hear him saying,"yiling uh,dun scold/beat them,they are still a kid,talk properly to them",hw u used to say to me when tat time mum taking care of xuan xuan,and i guess tat's oso why i slowly more and more doted on xuan,dad..u noe,thr's a little monster in our hse nw,worst than hw xuan used to be,tis little monster always cry and cry and cry,1 day 3 meals plus supper cry and cry,no reason,non-stop..talk to her she oso wanna cry,i am so curious if u were around,hw u manage her...bt another one was cute,she is keep on smiling and being funny,so..all of us juz doted on her,if u were around,which one will u doted on?For wat i tink,i guess will be same as us,bt..u oso will doted on the one keep crying bah?Dad...i am trying to find a job tat suit me,i found a few,bt..i didn't go for it,cos...i always feel tat thr's better one behind,am i wrong?Shld i juz pick a job and go for it?Or can i slowly find a one tat really satisfy me?Am i being too greedy?Shld i lower my expectation since i am nt a clever person?I let nature take its course,is tat an excuse for me to be lazy?Hope i am nt.Dad...we miss u!!!!!





I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
9:49 PM


Thursday, November 18, 2010
Tired eh..very tired,u noe?U noe wat is tired?
In my hse,lik all of us are tired,be it my bro,be it my sis,be it my mum,be it me.
We are all tired.
Is everyone of u out thr tired too?




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
7:26 PM


Thursday, November 11, 2010
Went for job interview tis morning,on the way inside the train..i am really very worry,i worry for many things i couldn't explain,bt after interview,i can onli say..i wanna try out for tis job,the person say lastest will let me noe by mon whether i am being selected anot.And wat i can do nw..is onli wait (:.I am watching one taiwan drama nw..Endless Love 愛∞無限,intro by Ray,lol...as i was really bored so i went to watch and found it interesting,nw onli still at epi 6,haha...admire the guy in the show can work so hard for life,and the gal in the show tat work so hard for love,in reality..hw much courage a person need to do all tis,lol.

Nt so sure wat is tat.
Is i forget already,or i nv had tat feeling before.
If i dun lov,why i will miss,will feel diff when i happen to saw u,and for so many yrs,still the same.
If i lov,why i nv sad when u told me we dunno each other,nv sad when saw ur intimate photo wif her.
I believe i muz hav owe u in previous life.LOL

那到底是什么感觉，有时候很折磨人，有时候又好像什么都不是。




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
11:33 PM


Wednesday, November 03, 2010
Juz very sad onli,everytime...a new person who doesn't noe wat happened to u,asking me why u are gone,and i am gg to tink and tell them,i juz feel sad...tinking back,by telling abit it's alrite,bt today,i told my sec sch teacher abt wat happen to u in the hospital,so and so...do u noe,i feel heartache,for u..my dad.Did they hurt u when u are in hospital,do ur brain still work?Wat is the last thing u tink abt?Do u noe u are leaving us?I miss u so badly dad.If nw u are still around,wat is the situation?Hw diff will it be?Without u,we juz unable be lik before.In the hse,so empty...i dunno hw to explain it,bt juz...empty.




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
11:29 PM