Thursday, February 28, 2008
Today, i was lik a weird person? Tat's wat a friend of mine told me, he say i today weird weird de? Hahas..i laugh and make fun and make myself to smile more, bt it dun help, heart r still empty, and suddenly some promise crossed my mind, and i was tinking of those ppl who had told me "Dun worry, anything can find me","Dun be sad la, i will be by ur side","If anything, i will sure be by ur side"..so and so, whr r those ppl? Maybe they r gone, or maybe i am gone? Haas..wat am i talking? I oso dunno xD, today at sch teacher ask me to do work, i dunno hw to do at all, whr to start? At least teach me and let me understand can? I sitting thr and for so long u come and juz say 'yl, do ur work', wat is tis? I am gone le la, already nt interested somemore met tis kind of teacher=.=, i still dunno my appeal for retail can anot leh, if can so wat? Haiz, i am very fan, nobody care me de, haiz..wat to do? I wan cry le la, everyday oso wan to cry, i dunno, i am confuse, i am gg crazy soon, hw? Sch sch sch, ppl noe everything, ppl understand, why can' t i? Tomoro test hw? Somemore two test, ees and vb..phase test, am i prepare to get 0 again? Wat am i tinking, i wan to concentrate, i try very very hard, really, bt some kind of feelings is holding me back, noe wat? Today i was trying to listen wat teacher talk, i take out txtbk and prepare to listen, bt i haven take out my pen to copy, teacher change slide, when i take out pen haven copy, teacher change slide again, teacher say our class r the slowest, yes..i noe, bt if u go fast bt ur student dun understand, so wat if u win others classes? U shld hav teach fast at the beginning? I shldn't hav transfer class, I am regret, totally regret, i am so so so idiot, wat a wrong and crazy decision i hav made? I was given a gd class and i decide to transfer? =.= Damn damn, idiot >.<, I dun care anymore, frm nw onwards, everything juz mean nth to me, dun ask me study, i hate tat, wun lik it at all, wun!




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
11:49 AM


Sunday, February 24, 2008
Today was another bad day for me?Morning everything was so stress..i eat my breakfast le,then suddenly bro and sis wan go mac,then bro went bath,me and mum and sis went first,bt suddenly talk and talk..mum say sumthing to sis and she angry,went home..then in the end we went ourselve,and when we buy all the ingredient for dinner liao we call bro,he came..then ask me help him order food,bt i was tired so i refused,so we quarrel=.=,and then i become emo,i try many things to stop the bad feeling,do sumthing to my hand again,bt really hate it,cos i really tink tat as foolish,bt when u wasn't feeling gd,who cares?Then noon,i was at living rm and bro and sis and mum was all at their own rm,i was listening to mp3 and turn the vol. to 30,and mum ask me,u still gg out wif ur friend?i didn't bother to ans,and my tear flow out then i ans her,no..and then after awhile,everything was fine le ba,we went jp..to hav lunch and walk walk,after tat went home,was feeling quite gd le,then i play com,chat and chat and then my K.C.J.E call me,ask me out for dinner,i ask mum and she say okie,so i went out and went imm wif them,was quite fun?cos long time nv went out wif them le,bt LL nv go,cos she cannot,and i nv had dinner wif them as home having steamboat,i promise mum to be home at 6 bt i was late =x,and hav my dinner alone xD,lolx..alrite,blog till here..




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
5:26 PM


Saturday, February 16, 2008
I am totally confused nw,and no one noe my feeling,cos even myself oso dunno,none of the day i am smiling wif my heart,everyday the same ques bothering me,shld i stay or transfer,already appeal bt still confuse abt it..yesterday valentine day,nth really happen,i was happy abt 2 things,one is i saw my crush once again the day before valentine,another is on valentine day,me and LL sharing the table and hav lunch together wif a grp of guys we actually tink they r cute,lol =X,hm..then at nite all the joy change..quarreling and cold war,my family..bt i tink it was alrite nw?My dad was sick,i really hope my family was fine and healthy,we dun need money for oversea,for big hse,for big car..bt we need money for juz to survive a family and a healthy family...hope everything will be fine..soon...




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
1:24 PM