Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Awww...I am so free these two days.After the OT last fri,I haven been working on anything tis wk.Bt,tat's not a gd thing,I dun feel happy at all,cos I noe I am free cos they can't catch up,nt becos everything went smooth.So after they are done,I gonna be super rush.Suddenly,I feel pity on my boss,too gd to let those devil bully.Haiyoyo,why tis society lik tat?Ppl bad to u,u complain,ppl gd to u,u wan take advantages.Bt tat's nt my business,yea..I juz scare in the end,dunno hw will it be.Why isit lik they wan to push everything to me,juz becos i am the onli capable SYSTEM CLERK thr?Wtf?Then hired tat new system clerk for fuck?He can't finish his work not becos he gt many work to do,bt becos he is slow!And same thing here,I am free nt becos I gt nth to do bt becos I am fast,bt if u try to open the container and see,I am oso fucking busy okie!:/ Tat's why I hate to be free,I rather everyday busy bt things go on smoothly,rather than I am super free today bt hav to rush lik mad the next day.Argh shit!Tomoro gt meeting,all staff meeting eh,zai bo?I am new staff..hav to self-intro,feel quite nervous,scare lata embarassing xD.Jiu wo!~~~

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I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
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Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Congrats on the increasing of pay?Bt hw come i dun feel the happiness of the increasing?It's lik i feel more to fear and worried rather than exciting and happy.Becoming one of the co.,pressure came the next day,again new things,it's gd learning new things,yes i noe..bt,while learning..u still hav to worried ur job behind,u can't concentrate,cos watever u are doing onli u noe,once u stop,everyone's gt nth to do.Wow..can u imagine the pressure?Somemore the system giving me prob today,laggy..due to upgrading of system -.-.FML...i feel tense easily,and i seriously dun lik myself to be tis way,cos it will onli shows hw stupid and dumb i am.I will fall,surely will..bt when tat day arrives,i hope i will tell myself to standup and overcome it.I hope i wun giv up,wun tink of foolish stuff,i have told my mum today,if thr's a small co. offer me $1500,and i juz hav to do the same things all the way till i left the co.,and one big co. which could offer me $2000 bt wan me to keep on upgrading,learn and do alots of new things,i would rather choose the $1500 one.When i say tis,i feel myself such a failure.Aren't i?I dunno why tat i dun hav the motivation,dun hav the willing to learn spirit,bt i oso hope i can be lik them,noe everything and so...bt,i am lack of the confident,i hav no confident.Lik thr are plenty of things i hav to learn,bt..does my brain hav enough memory?LOL...arghhhhhhhh..............i feel stress can :(.And......IDIOT BIG BOSS!WHY DO I HAV TO WEAR SAFETY GLASSES IN INBOUND AREA __.Are u gonna pay me back my perfect eyesight if i were to hav shortsighted due to wearing tat SAFETY GLASSES?Damn,i will see u use wat to pay me back!KNN!




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
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