Saturday, March 21, 2009
Hm..today was suppose to go out wif kcje bt as nt everyone was free so was cancel,mum suddenly decide to went malaysia wif uncle they all,then bro went to vivo for some working stuff,sis was suppose to went out wif her friends to watch movie,wan me to tag along as if nt i will be alone at home,then i dun wan so she nv go,then we both went out tgt,plan to sing karaoke,lol..then went out at abt 12pm sumthing,went to suntec,reach thr already 1.30pm,so we take the package tat sing frm 2pm to 6.30pm,then our last song end at 6.45pm,hahas...we sing alots of song bt still left wif alots of song haven sing,hope to go again xD,sis first time go thr,hahas..then we went to buy chocolate tat cost $15 each packet,as i owe sis $15 for the k-box as i onli return her $10,so i pay for her so tgt is $30..hav dinner at thr,then take train home...reach home,awhile lata uncle call then me follow mum went to jp wif uncle and his family,he went to eat dinner then i onli eat the fried wanton cos i eaten already,then walk walk abit and went home..tat's all..posted some picts (;








I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
11:23 PM


Monday, March 09, 2009
Ytd xiaojiu treat the families lunch at restaurant..posting some pict lata,today..onli went for etp lesson and went off,cos really dun hav the mood to go for another lesson..went to cityhall wif kyna awhile,buy a box of chocolate,then take cab to tiong bahru wif kyna,she lobang,so i take mrt at tiong bahru home,reach home..slp,and waked at 5pm,eat dinner...and juz nw saw sumthing wrong wif the toilet bowl,the water keep coming out bt nobody flush it,i tink spoil,told mum..nw waiting for xiaojiu come and see,haix...tinking of if dad is around,tis thing happen is juz a piece of cake to him,i was trying to figure out wat happen,bt i dunno..i guess shld be something inside the plastic break or wat,haix...life is full of complex and unexpected things,u wun noe wat kind of "surprise" u will be having on the next day.And one things even scientist oso can't figure out?Why gt human lik us in tis world?Whr human go when one is dead?Ytd heard one of my cousin say something and feel tat it is quite logical,chinese ppl say..nuwa create human,then why gt nuwa in tis world?Who giv birth to nuwa?Why gt those animal?Whr they pop out frm?Whr is the very first animal who giv birth to the rest of animal?And hw the very first animal come?Hw ppl noe human dead lerHx,go hell or heaven?Who saw it?Or is it all imagination?Complicated hoh?Hahas..i oso feel tat,my cousin say he dun believe all tis,he say he tink tat human dead lerHx,tat's it!Actually quite true,cos even if really gt lik human die lerHx and reborn again,u are nt the u oso,identity..all and everything will be diff lerHx,something i feel lik to noe is if one is reborn,is the look of one stay the same?Or become another person?Cos the soul is gone,left wif the body in the world,body is burn and lost forever,the soul remain bt the soul hav look?Aiya,lame me xD..okies,blog till here..byebye







I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
8:58 PM


Monday, March 02, 2009
Can anyone tell me,is "N" lvl cert impt for future?I lost my "N" lvl cert and i dunno why,i juz wanna found it..i really wan to find it,bt the things tat make me disappoint the most is nt i cannot found my cert,bt is when i really need help tat time,even my family doesn't giv a damn,fuck u.I am crying lik hell and lik nobody business.My mum help me find,yea..bt if she nv touch my things my cert wun gone missing,bro nt at home,sis..wth,am i her biological sis?She didn't even giv a damn..wat she do is continue playing her fucking com,say i scold her?Yea..i scold her,wat a sis she is?Asshole..her things lost i help her find,my things lost she dun even giv a damn,still she is a elder =/,she rather care my cousin thing than mine,and dad..passed away,if he around..he will help me find,and my things wun lost too,haix...i am in the very fucking mood nw,i hate my temper...i can't stay calm at all..bt am i in the wrong?I remind mum many times,dun touch my things,dun touch...bt she touch and without asking she juz throw away,did she really throw away?I wan back the cert,it's nt onli a paper,it mean alots to me..sis told mum tat if we grad frm ite,gt the ite cert can already,wth..i told mum,if next time go out find job need "N" lvl cert,i will hate her to core,cos she said it,i hope wat she said is true,cos my "N" lvl cert is really gone,i search for the whole place till upside down.

I wan to court on myself,dun wan court on others anymore,
even my family..if i hav the ability.Can i make it?




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
10:08 PM