Friday, October 31, 2008
Today,head fucking pain..maybe dying sooner or later,hate tis world,nth to fun abt,wanna fun abt,no right person acc,gt right person acc,no money..to ppl same lik me,is it bored?Went take bus to boonlay interchange wif kor,waiting for the bus damn long,wth -.- Finally reach liao,went find kyna,i was late today,kor went take bus..then as the same larHx,reach je nisha came in,then we slp in the train wait for the train to reach simei,today the train lik quite slow uh..then reach liao,we do practical module 13,learn hw to use 2103,muz rmb hw to use,LOL..then break lerHx,eat eat..then gt some free show =X,lol..is between my friend friends and my classmates then my friend help settle,nw settle lerHx bah?Then went back class,head very very pain,somemore aircon cold i having flu,more xinku..then slp,teacher waked me up,ask me listen gd for me-.-,then i listen awhile then nv care lerHx,slack larHx..then 1pm sumthing then she dismiss,nope..she haven dismiss we dismiss first xD,then take bus to tanah merah and take train back to boon lay,acc kyna go 7/11 buy drinks and take bus home,nw my head is gg to burst,juz eaten one ice-cream to let myself cool down xD

So wat u and her settle lerHx?
Nw u offend me eh..
I dun care?
If i dun care i wouldn't hav tis quarrel wif u.
Damn...i shldn't hav care.
Juz finding trouble for myself onli?

Wanna be sister?
FIRSTLY!
Know wat sister mean!




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
3:41 PM


Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Wao..tis wk i seem to be blogging everyday xD,nt bad nt bad..lol,okies...sch today,kns..kyna nv come,onli me and nisha,then oso gt niki tgt larHx,then d-com,do practical,boring bt better than nth to do larHx,then break lerHx,1hr30mins,i am sooooooo bored,as i am a chinese,so while they and their friends was chatting abt deepavali things and i can onli sit thr slack,hahas...then IT ess,do module 9 and 12 test,after done,me and nisha juz went off frm class =X,cos is lik done lerHx jiu nth to do lerHx ma,juz wait for teacher to dismiss,so we dismiss ourselves lo,then take bus to tanah merah as weather was so hot..saw alots of ppls frm overseas,almost all r angmoh,then was so crowded,we went to take train,then kyna call nisha,say tat she will be gg boonlay,so we sit train lerHx then reach tanjong pagar,nisha msg kyna,bt she haven reach,so we when down at redhill to wait for her,and went back to train when kyna reach,chatted in the train,nisha went off at je and left me and kyna,i hav to go help bro laminate his grad photo at jp as tat time go laminate and the machine spoilt lerHx bt the idiot auntie go and put in and spoil the photo too,so she ask us to get one more photo and she wash free derHx for us -.-,so i hav to go giv her wash the photo today,kyna went along wif me,while waiting,kyna wanna go mac buy fries,so i oso buy for mum they all and went kfc buy mum fav coleslaw,and after tat we went back to the photoshop and get the photo,done lerHx bt quit blur xD,she didn't count the laminate money,lol..kyna say if she count then she wan scold her lerHx,make spoil ppl photo still wan count money,hahas..thks to her bt anw,we went take bus home after tat,reach home,eat fries and chicken brought by yue ling(my cousin) and ice cream,then dinner dun feel lik eating rice so eat 2 ice cream brought by mum,lol..tat's all,enjoy my post ;)

since we r sis,quarrel onli hurt feeling,
why dun juz sort things out and each other giv in abit
let everything off?




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
8:57 PM


Monday, October 27, 2008
Ytd nite,we overnite at grandma hse,and bro morning waked up early and went swimming wif his friends,i went home wif jie around 10am and mum went out wif uncles,i went to friend hse wif one of my friend as she invited us to her hse for deepavali,went thr,eat lunch thr,the foods was nice,rice,curry chicken,a-cha,curry prawn so and so,then sit at her living rm,hav some tibits,the tibits was nice too..haha,then watch tv till 3pm sumthing and take bus to je mrt and reach boon lay,quan didi call me,talk to me,lol..he asking me coming home lerHx ma,wan rain lerHx leh,then i reach home downstair and saw him,he was abt to go home,then he holding me,luckily i buy sweets,so can giv him swts ask him guai guai go home,if nt lata he cry nt to go home again,lol..then went home,mum,bro and sis thought i nv saw quan,say quan juz go home bla bla...keep suaning me xD,then surf net,slp,waked..went to hav dinner wif uncles,he treat us eat again..thks him alots!Bt feel quite ps,always let him treat..then after dinner went home,surf net again,tired..tomoro gonna go for sch again,tat's all i blog,take care ;)

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I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
9:04 PM


Friday, October 24, 2008
Bro went back to his academy tis morning to prepared for his grad ceremony tonite,went to hav mac breakfast wif mum,sis and bro tis morning,as bro hav to reach thr by 8am,so we hav breakfast very early..mum said wanna buy me a laptop bt i nt sure the purpose of me buying,bt..still..hav one personal com is better bah,i am so tired,hav i change alot?I slowly feel tat i hav,nt nw then change,is the day i step into the new sch,bt i didn't realise it,until i was been told by quite some ppl,i used to despise at ppl who hurt themselves,bt i seem to be slapping my own face nw,cos i been hurting myself when i was sad,bt i dun wan,i did tat becos i dun wan to cry,bt tat can onli stop me crying,my tears will still drop,mum been saying bro hurt,bt isit really bro hurt the most?Hw abt herself?Me?Sis?Bro didn't get to see dad last before dad coma,bt we get to see..the situation,the place,the feeling of us,will it be lesser?Or we shld feel more worst?Cos we seeing dad on the floor and at tat moment,we juz starring and calling him bt we can't do anything,and i am fucking idiot to say tis to dad,"dad,stop forcing urself,wait for ambulance to come,dun make us worry",if i noe..ambulance is juz nth,i will let dad try,try to stand up on his own,i still rmb the way he looking at me,lik telling me,"yiling,let me try,if nt i might nt be able to stand anymore",dad..i really really miss u,dad..i miss u to death lerHx,whr r u?Hw could a person death and we dun see him anymore,why is heaven so cruel?Ppl say god saves ppls,help ppls,bt did anyone realise,he kill ppl too..i noe,a person shld die in order for the next one to born,bt why he dun let everyone die when he hav gt everything in the world,he had enjoy enough in the world?Why sumbody die without enjoying?Sum more worst,didn't born jiu die lerHx,wat is tis?I really feel lik becoming a person tat been slacking,doing wat i wanna do,bt can i?Do i hav the effort to do it?Then i will become a gd for nth,i will become useless..is tat wat i wan?No,i dun wan..bt i noe nth nw,i dun even noe wat is my ambition,i dun even noe wat i lik to do?I onli noe,wish dun comes true,so i dun wanna tink much,i might be blogging again tonite abt bro grad ceremony,if i nv post mean nv post,if gt post then will be at blog kris2,tat's all..enjoy my boring post.




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
10:26 AM


Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Nth much to blog abt today,everyday,everything didn't change..bt life change,meet wif kyna to went sch tgt today,reach sch,went for lesson,8.30am bah..lesson was bored,so went to cafe1 to hav breakfast+lunch wif kyna and then went up at 9.30am,then do jobsheet 14&15 abt researching using sch laptop,at first was searching bt at last ended up surfing net,cos can't find,then break lerHx,went to cafe1..slack at thr and went co-op shop buy chocolate and heard tat next lesson is cancelled,lol..wth...can go home earlier then 12pm sumthing derHx,bt nvm larHx..better than dismiss at 4pm,then take train tgt wif kyna as she gg boonlay and went home,as usual,walking home..lol,then at home,watch tv...blablabla,then eat dinner..6 sumthing,while gg to grandma hse,a guy frm dunno which poly wan me support him buy his bookmark then i buy one and tat cost me $2.50 -.-,bt alrite larHx,cos i say no money so actually is $3 bt he sell me $2.50,then went grandma hse and went home after tat,and one more things,the child my mum take care is so naughty larHx,wa piang...my blood pressure increase uh-.-,okies..and chat wif esther in msn,talking abt orphanage,hope we can go visit asap ;)



LOLx..obviously we r slackers =x

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I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
8:16 PM


Saturday, October 18, 2008
Tis morning,waked at 7am and hav breakfast tgt wif mum and bro,sis still slping,lol..then she waked lerHx oso hav her breakfast,surf net..nth to do so off com,slack at home and grandma came,yang yang came and after awhile sis friend came and after tat aunt,cousin and quan quan they all oso came,cos sis hav to do her project abt kids so those kids came,hahas..then i prepared to go out on 12pm,bt liling call me at 11am sumthing and asked me ready lerHx ma,i left wif clothing haven change,so change clothes lerHx and went out,sis oso went out to chinese garden wif those kids and her friend and aunt lerHx,then grandma,bro and mum went out to tiong bahru oso and i went out wif kcje sis..it is to celebrate esther b'dae bt as dad juz passed away nt long so i can onli hav lunch wif her and cannot buy cake or present for her,went to cityhall..and decided to go xingwang to hav lunch,then stay thr and order quite alot of foods,esther and ting order dunno wat baked rice,ling order chicken chop baked rice and i order pork chop spaghetti bah?And we side order 2 siewmai,1 fried wanton,2 ice-milo and 2 yingyang..dunno spell correct anot xD,then sit thr chat and eat till 2pm sumthing and went off..tinking of many places we wanna go bt nt enough time..then in the end decided to go marina first then say,went to catch doll,then spended 4 dollars thr and caught nth,then esther and ting say go suntec thr catch better,then we went suntec..then saw neoprint machine and decide to take neoprint,take neoprint lerHx,then went out and spend $1 on the rabbit bt didn't caught it then forget it,saw esther catching 1 bear and she say she wan change to the bread doll when she gt it bt she didn't caught it then she go change token again and i ask her help me change $1 token and i caught the bear,so happy ;),then esther quite dissapoint as she didn't manage to caught it so we share money to catch for her as her present and we gt it at last,anw..all of us was happy tis outing today,hope so?LOLx..dad was helping me uh?=x I nv get to caught a big doll frm machine before and i get to caught it today...then it was quite late lerHx and i promised mum i wun be home late so went home after tat,liling oso gonna went for work so me and liling went back first and esther and ting continue to shopping..tat's all for today ba,posting some picts..enjoy!

my spaghetti

ling baked rice

ting baked rice

esther baked rice

 me and esther ying yang and ting and liling ice-milo



siewmai and fried wanton

ALTOGETHER

 the bear i caught ;)




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
8:42 PM


Thursday, October 16, 2008
Today lesson start at 9.30am and supposed to take bus and mrt train at 8am bt i went out at 8.30am,dennis msg me and say he is behind me while i am on the way to bus stop..and meet him at boon lay mrt station,go sch tgt..while i am on the way to class,6th floor,i saw my sec sch teacher,he is bringing his students to visit college east,chatted awhile..then went class wif dennis,teacher nag awhile saying we hav missed the impt part of the lesson-.-,lol..then nobody listening so early dismiss at 11.30am,went to eastpoint wif dennis to hav kfc as lunch,then big rain and stay thr till 2pm sumthing?Then went back to sch for next lesson,suppose to present project bt was slacking as many of them was taking turn to present and my turn was postpone to tomoro,sad..alone present cos i done alone xD,then while slacking,chatting wif friend kyna and a new teacher..she is quite gd larHx,first day oso nt sure her character,anw..took some picts,enjoy ;)


me,teacher,kyna


me and kyna

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I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
8:07 PM


Monday, October 13, 2008
Hu~~sch reopen lerHx,sis nt gg for today,bt i muz go-.-..cos need to go cvc get sumthing and sis say wanna acc mum to buy things to cook for dad 49 days so nv go,and yea,btw..we choose to call the saigong to come for 49 days,and nt believing the "li ye be",indeed alots of suspicious words he hav said bt it's onli we choose to believe him,bt after calm down and tink back..and it's true we shld face the fact and start to get mind cleared..okies,hm..my holiday nt enjoyed xD,cos no dad bringing us frm singapore front to singapore end,lol...49 days coming,feel quite excited to see whether dad coming back anot,bt nt sure hav the chance to see ma,cos maybe in the end juz lik 7 days lik tat,nth happened,lol...well..dun feel lik gg sch leh,getting lazier,and feel meaningless,tat's all i blog,enjoy my boring post! xD

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I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
8:22 AM


Thursday, October 09, 2008
Today is another new day..deleted previous post and decide to post a new one cos feel tat previous post quite bo liao xD,days remain same,many things i cannot do nw,cos tat is to respect dad and protect him wun get any punishment tat we cause to him lik the ppl say cannot cut nails so wun cut till dad,cannot wear bright shirt to respect dad,cannot celebrated anything so he wun be punished,though it sound lik crap bt wat if it's real..so i choose to believe,bt ended up my relative say me "mi xin",lol...nvm,forget it..gonna sch reopen,so sian..still missing dad alots,always hav those sour feeling when tink of dad,long time nv see him lerHx,lik he is so far away,no ways to contact him..so tired,and always hav some feeling tat cannot be explain,nw i am quite worried abt mum,she said her chest lik gt a stone inside,she feel hard to breathe sometimes,plus these few days she is having gastric and it looks like very pain,ask her go see doctor bt she refuse to -.-,papa..we miss u alot alot alot!!!!!

The very onli neoprint we take together.....

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I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
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