Thursday, December 18, 2008
I went to downstair wif mum after dinner juz to hav a walk,and sumthing pop out my mind,the scene abt dad again,and i am gg to blog abt it,so readers if nt interested then stop reading frm here.If i am nt wrong,it shld be 3 yrs ago,when i was still in sec 2,sis is sec 4 and bro is already in ite,dad still driving midnite taxi and mum taking care of baby,mum and dad was at home,and bro juz back frm sch,he saw the floor was dirty,and he went nearer,it was blood and weird things,and he was so scare and he run up the stairs frm 1st storey to the storey i am staying,he look pale and dad and mum asked him wat happen,he told dad and mum wat he saw and my dad and mum look downstair,they report the police and police came..then find out it was an old lady jump down frm our blk,me and sis was still in sch tat time,i rmb very clearly,tat day was children's day,1st of oct,cos if tat day wasn't children's day,others ppl would hav found it earlier as pri sch kids will hav sch and will be walking here and thr,bt becos was children's day,so no one went out and no one saw it until bro came home,dad was worried abt sis and me come home will accidentally walk tat way and saw it,so he waiting for sis and me downstair until we r back home and though i saw a little things on the floor bt i am nt sure wat it was until i saw police and dad told me wat happen,we walk to 2nd storey and take lift home,dad was a human,i am sure he will feel afraid too,bt juz becos he hav a very strong tinking of protecting his childrens,he is willing to giv in everything,do anyone noe tat?Nobody noe,nobody noe why we feel so hurt,nobody noe why we can't stop crying,becos we hav all memories wif tis special person in our life bt u dun...u can show care and concern,bt nt saying those words tat drama show did lik "u still hav to live ur life", "dun cry anymore,cry oso no use", "ur dad pass away so long lerHx,wat for crying",tat's crap,u tink we dunno?We juz dun wanna noe..long lerHx jiu forget,u tink drama uh?
Everyone say the same things cos they weren't the one who feel the hurt, so if u noe nth..shut up!
I am tired and lazy
to carry on everything nw...
11:09 PM