Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Seriously,i hav nv wanna leave this co. so much lik today until i posted it in my fb.Early in the morning received this kind of "bad news",who can still work with tat fake smiley face uh?Was being told by my boss that OTHER department wanna seperate me and my colleague,one of us may be switched to another department,then i was lik,WTF!?Are you kidding me off?Why are this decision being made?Then,all the way i was nt giving a gd face to my boss,though i noe,he hav his difficulty too,shldn't put all the blame on him,bt...i juz can't show a smiley face.Hw disappointed i am with this co.,again and again.You dun wan to giv us one more system clerk to help us,nvm.U keep on adding loads on us when u noe we are already overloaded,nvm.And nw u fucking brainless wanna take one of us off when 2 persons is already nt enough!Are u trying to make all ur staff's leave then u are happy?U are fucking pushing all u staff's to the corner already.Enough is enough.I tink the serious problem lies with u,u shld be the one changing and NT US!We changed WH staff,we changed WH manager,we changed working method,bt..prob still around,so i guess...maybe changing u would be a better try for tis mess to get a cleared up.U are always blocking the road,it's time to clear u up so we can crossover and make a better change.U dun even noe hw to lead the team,u dun stand up for ur staff's,u let other's control ur staff's,control ur staff's jobscope,and u let them add more loads to ur department and u dare nt stand up,stand firm and say "NO",what kind of management are u,and wat do u still deserve for ur staff's to respect u?When can everything stable down?When can everything be settled?And when can dun everything oso WH,WH.Gd one dun hav WH,bad one all WH.Kns :/.
I am tired and lazy
to carry on everything nw...
11:08 PM
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
How?Anybody can tell me wat happened to me?Wat's gg on?After tat chalet,or after noeing the things happened on sun,there seems to grow a stone on my chest,it's torturing me,i wanna cry,bt i can't,i wanna shout,bt i can't,i wanna struggle,bt i can't.I talked to someone,bt it's useless.I can't laugh,i find it hard to smile,i hav no mood to work,if tis gonna carry on,many ppls will feel disappointed on me.Cos i am no longer tat hardworking me.Bt nt i wan it to be tis way,is i really dunno wat's gg on to me,who can cure tis pain in me nw?It could be i am giving stress to myself,bt..i really try nt to tink,the more i control,the more worst i feel.Can i temp lost my memory?Can i rest my mind for awhile?I feel suffocated.I turn around,i look around,there is really nobody who can understand me even without me saying anything.In life,hw careful can a person be.When u hav totally no idea who is the one tat will bring harm to u,hw are u gg to prevent?I hav nv wanted to say tis bt seriously,FML.Tis life,is tiring,is bored,is torturing.I noe and i am sure there is ppls who are leading the life tat is 10 times worst than mine,bt so?I am leading one worst life too,i am no diff frm them,juz tat i may be abit luckier than them bt still,my life is still suck after all.Guardian angel,where are u?
I am tired and lazy
to carry on everything nw...
11:29 PM