Monday, March 31, 2008
Wow...juz back frm chalet,having a sense of unbearable,lolx..though tis chalet can say it was NT FUN AT ALL,bt..tis chalet hav let us gather tgt as before,tis chalet is meant for me and ting b'dae celebration at 28 march,the first day,we went to downtown east and book in,and we went to the rm,it was a deluxe rm..wow,so big and nice,hahas..it was at blk B,and we went to had lunch and wait for the guys to come,the guys was here at abt evening,then we slack at the rm till nite and we start bbq,the friendly uncle using the bbq pit next to us was teaching us hw to bbq,lolx..funny xD,start cutting cake at 10 sumthing if i am nt wrong?Then cut cake and eat,the guys use cake to smash ting and my face,lolx..so kid larHx =X,i was having a bad coughing,so sian,wasn't enjoying the whole chalet,so sick and tired,ting giv me a present,it was a cup,thks alots =P,then slack at rm till midnite,ting and esther went out wif some guys and they went to play and me and ling stay at the chalet rm wif some guys too,er..then they back,suppose to be slping,some guys r drinking and some r still having bbq,i can't get a slp so i went out and a guy invited by ting and esther was thr,and we chat,awhile lata..some of them was drunk,lolx..funny larHx,then can say the first day we was tonning lo,the second day KCJE went escape when it open juz nice,lolx..those guy still slping when we went back to chalet at noon,then we bath and play pool wif one guy and after tat we went to rent bicycle,we cycle and i almost fall =X,then me and ling tired le so we juz went to beach and cycle,ting and esther cycle to red hse and whitesand wif one guy,then after tat,we return bike le,went to escape and play a few round and back to chalet,those guys already thr bbq,we wait for them to finish before we go bbq,bt they r so slow and esther hungry le,so we go buy mac and went to rm ready to eat then so many things happen larHx,so forget abt the story here =x,and in the end,kcje slping on the bed and the rest on the bottom bed and floor =X,then i waked at morning 8am sumthing today,wait for the rest to waked until 9 sumthing,those guys went swimming,and we book out at 10.30am and wait for those guys at swimming pool till 11 sumthing and went to had lunch,after tat was abt to go whitesand bt raining and we went to play pool,kcje was playing the soccer thr,hahas..the machine,then we wait for them till 2 sumthing and we ready to went off bt receive a msg tat the cup missing,lol..then went back to find and drag and drag till 3 sumthing then take train,back to my hse i guess 4.30pm lik tat bah,hahas..and tat's the chalet story xD




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
8:44 AM


Sunday, March 16, 2008
If cutting myself is foolish,teach me a better way then...when i need care,nobody juz giv me a damn,and nw,after ppl realise the scar on my hand,everyone was asking me promise nt to do it again...then teach me,wat can i do when i am sad?Wat can i do to control myself frm dropping tears?Since my hand already hav the scar,wat for i need the care nw?I dun need anymore?I am used to lonely?I am juz a person who go in to a class tat does nt belong to me everyweek...and i dun giv a damn anymore,listen to my mp3,do wat i noe,hack care wat other things tat i dun hav to giv a damn,friendship becoming weak,family always hav so much prob coming up,when will it stop?Who is the idiot make everything become lik tis?Come out,i wan to challenge wif u,i wan u giv me back the happiness belongs to me and everyone around me...




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
10:43 AM


Thursday, March 06, 2008
Nth to do so blog again,the first update abt today was at kris 2,nw i was blogging on kris 1,i was so sad chatting wif JT juz nw,and even cry..suddenly nw my mood changed,becos of HIM ^.^,he ask me and my friends wanna go out anot,bt sad was..i guess we nt gg,cos it was on sch day and my friends dun wan either...haiz..i tink he wun jio again ba,the first time he jio leh,sad sad..hm..blog till here le,byebye




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
1:59 PM


Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Went sch by myself as usual..bt today was having a bad weather..and i walk to sch after left the mrt train,i nv bring umbrella so walking in the rain alone..sound pathetic uh?xD Use to it anw,nt afraid anymore,the feeling is plain le...reach sch,wait for friend to come,when he come then we sit thr oso do nth,teacher wan us study for the phase test NEXT thurs=.=,so early study?So we pon for half an hr lik tat..went down to eat breakfast,then back to lab again,sitting thr do nth,juz wait for time to pass?LLA lesson,the lesson i lik among the all,hm..having quiz,then do the wkbk,write wat do u see urself when u look into a mirror..then watch video,er..nt really enjoying the video,having headache plus eyes pain..anw,i still lik the previous video "freedom writers",i guess it was the name bah,nt sure =x,then recess,meet LL,she was wif some ite friends of hers,then we went to buy food and eat,i was so emo,feel sori to her tat i didn't wan to talk to her as i feel so blank inside my heart,so after eat le i ask her went back to her classrm wif her friends as her lesson start 1pm and mine start 1.30pm,she went back wif her friends and she say lata if can,she come out after marking her attendance,and i say ok..i went to toilet after she went to classrm,the feeling begin..using the tag to cut again,feel so relax instead of pain..and LL called me,missed call 2 times and i didn't listen,called back her after done wif myself,she went out,asking me why nv listen her calls..i didn't ans,she asked me why look so sad and.. my tears start to flow out tat i shldn't,i told myself to control before she came out=.=,and i went to toilet lock the door,i ask her went back to her classrm first and i will went back after tat,she ans okie,asked me to msg her when i back to classrm,i continue to cut..and i feel lik i am dying,my heart r dying,actually no matter hw hard i cut,it's still a small wound onli?Then back to classrm at 1.40pm lik tat,i juz wan to be late for lesson,my friend D back at 1.45pm,he ask me why i sad sad de,then he say i look lik cry before bt i denied,hm..then after 3.10pm,we having break till 3.30pm,and vb lesson after tat,bored..till 5.30pm,release..wait for LL at cafe 1 till 6.25pm,she supposed to release at 6pm bt oso dunno why she so late xD,i didn't talk much to her oso,bt i still maintain my smile =),reach home at 8pm today,argh..blog till here,posting some photos..xD
the crazy side of me..
the one tat hav been accompanying me at my loneliness time...the one tat saw everything i hav done...




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
2:02 PM


Monday, March 03, 2008
Here to blog again xD,yesterday K.C.J.E grp went out wif Anti-socialise grp,lolx..actually plan to go sentosa,bt LL dun wan cos she feel tat sentosa is bored so i acc her at vivo shop shop,the rest at sentosa...as for too boring,called D to come and yea,he came...so three of us walking at vivo and 8pm they finally back frm sentosa,meet us at vivo and we walk awhile and two person went back jp,others went to dunno whr to eat and left K.C.J.E grp and D at vivo having mac..till 10pm sumthing and reach home 11pm sumthing,my gosh,my leg so pain sia,the shoes make my leg pain=.=,hahas...actually wanna work today bt the auntie onli wan two person so forget it,lazy anw=X,then whole day spend at home,1 baobei came,play and hav dinner here,juz went back nt long ago,so bad of me to play com instead of entertain him xD,tomoro sch again,sian =.=,somemore having pe lesson=/,hahas..okie,blog till here,cya =P

p.s Blogskin is changed,hope it look nicer =)




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
11:40 AM