Tuesday, September 28, 2010
For once,one grp of ppl was fated to do one thing tgt...every single day,they do the same thing,lead the same lifestyle at the same timing,and till the very last day,they gt to say gdbye to each other,and frm then onwards...they lead their own ways...and thr's nth can let u go back,tat was a memories,ppl who was nt in the grp are nt able to imagine hw fun it was too.For tis yr,i am leading tis life,in cosmoprof,in njrc,i feel so fortunate tat i hav once gone through it,bt...tat was seriously very short,after tat...my life would be bored?I guess...while tinking of it already feel bored,haha...bt..i hope for the gd one.LOL.If it could be and i shall enjoy for tis busy mth,gonna be my friend model on tis coming sat,then attend friends wedding next wk,genting on next next wk and my wife(esther) b'dae on next next next wk!HAHA..!And when everything end,and it gonna be time for serious.My hse tat monster i seriously cannot take it -.-,wonder hw am we gonna survive on genting when we are bringing her along,LOL..SHALL SEE xD.It's already 3 yrs,i thought dad u would get nearer frm us cos u are freedom,bt...it seem to be the opposite way,after 3 yrs,we get to drm of u lesser,and u are lik MIA,WHR ARE U?U are still our dad leh,pls dun run away,LOL...if nt i go thr,u will noe =x.Argh...I am so boliao larHx,wth...get moody nwsaday,when i hav no entertainment,and...when am i gonna get my pay?!!I need the money,lol...hope i dun spend too fast =x.




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
12:34 AM


Saturday, September 11, 2010
Njrc is over,and so is my work,i already start missing it nw,oh my gosh...frm the first day we dunno each others,till we hang around,chat tgt,walk tgt...those kind of unbearing feelings really very very hard to juz leave it.Onli 2 wks and i am really enjoying it,i miss everyone i met over thr,all the staffs,tc's,cc's,ri's,students.I can't imagine next,wat am i gg to do,everything juz end lerHx..really gone through already,and nw it's onli left wif memories,i feel moodless nw,isit becos everything end already?Wonder why am i so emotional,bt i hav experience it,i noe it..and i am loving it.Presentation wk,1wk..doing ms,runner,rlc,registration,challenge wk,1wk..doing team coordinator tat lead those students frm my team front and back,throughout everything,tat's kinda interesting,tis is the first time i gone through all these,knowing so many new friends,i hope everyone feels the same as me too,the job tat let me learn so much,gain so much,frm 30 aug - 11 sep.




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
8:03 PM


Friday, September 03, 2010
I am working temp job nw,and i am actually enjoying it,bt after tat,wat could i be doing?I tink of all the laughter,bt..when it disappear,it onli left wif pain.I dislik those kind of feeling,especially these two days,why?Wat happened?I hope i could juz hit sumthing on myself to stop tat feeling,it's kinda irritating,dad...do u noe,u are one of the cause of tis feeling?When i tink of hw i use to laugh wif u,jk wif u,make u angry,let u nag and nw it was so impossible to done all these rite nw,hw pain the feeling is till i hope i can hit very very hard on my chest so the feeling can at least get replaced.I am mentally tired till i can't even force a faked smile,any entertainer for me?

Dad,3 yr is getting nearer.




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
8:47 PM