Friday, November 28, 2008
My Lucky Star is a nice show,still haven finish it,bt dun wish to finish so soon too,cos i will be bored,today..we seem to hav disappoint our lecturer,he did so much for us bt he told us tat hw is tink is his hardwork we was taking it for granted..means he tink tat we didn't treasure his hardwork,bt tat's nt really lik tat,having a retest today after sch and me and kyna they all was studying in the morning juz to hope can get high marks,we did in the staff rm and lecturer went out while we was doing,he was back and he mark our result,i tink tat he was suspecting we was copying each others again bah,quite sad tat he actually feel tis way,we didn't copy,seriously..and i get all correct,i admit i get all correct is nt becos i noe all the ques bt is i study all the ans for the ques...bt..at least i did sumthing to get it pass,is it a wrong way?I noe..exam cannot be retest,bt i juz can't concentrate wat can i do?I oso wish to be lik smart student in the class ma,it's nt for us to choose,seriously..i juz can't do it,lack of everything,i juz no longer can be lik hw i strive for my "N",and hw?I miss dad terribly,hw?Can i control?No,nt for me to choose again,life is meaningless,thr's a person who ans my ques tis way while the ques was ask tis way.."wat is the reason for human coming to tis world?",and the person reply me.."human come to tis world to repay",i seem to hav owe alot of ppl in my previous life,if nt..why tis life so tough?Actually a happy family and nw become a broken family,after so long,still will feel the hurt and burst out of tear when tinking of dad,and one day after sch i still pretend dad was still around and wanna see will i went home and saw dad was at home lik last time,bt...quite a disappointment,forget it..i hav blog enough for today...Labels: I juz dun wish to be hurt again..i am afraid i can't manage anymore pressure..i am sorry for wat i hav decide
I am tired and lazy
to carry on everything nw...
10:57 PM
Sunday, November 23, 2008
So tired nw..lol,bt will still be blogging,hahas xD. Went to the suntec exhibition hall to watch cosplay wif mum,bro,sis and sis friend ytd..bro friends were oso thr,ticket 1 for $5,LOL..then taken some picts of the anime statues and posters,after tat..mum,sis,sis friend and me went to eat at food republic,then bro came wif his friend bt his friend left awhile lata,hahas..his face unhappy unhappy,then he walked off and we follow,in the end jiu nth liao,sis and me go catch wawa,bt catch nth..spend me $5 and $1.50 for marshmallow dip chocolate,lol...as mum and sis friend went foodcourt wif bro cos bro haven eat,so after we finish catching we went to find them,then we go thr they already finish eating,mum giv me and sis money and we go and buy fruit juice,chatted awhile and we went off,dunno whr to go,actually wanna go marina square bt idiot sis lo,play play play..then make me angry in the end we take train home,went to basa malam walk walk awhile,i buy floss candy,then eat and take bus home,reach home,surf net..mum went out wif xiao jiu and buy satay and oyster eggs for us,after tat da jiu,his wife and cousins came during nite,chat wif mum then went home at abt 11pm plus,then i went to slp after tat,morning waked up sore throat -.=,cos eat too much satay last nite,then went giant wif bro and mum,sis play com-.-,and saw grandma(mum side),she was sick..hope she get well soon,erm..then dunno lata gg grandma(dad side) hse anot,was so bored xD,okie..then mum scolded me as she say i onli noe hw to angry,dunno hw to help her on serious things,aiya..always lik tat,sian >.<. So tired nw..blog till here,byebye
Labels: misses
I am tired and lazy
to carry on everything nw...
11:41 AM
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Today meet wif friends go sch again,meet kyna at boon lay mrt station and nisha at je..take bus 31 to sch,wear slipper to sch as my sch shoes gg to spoil bt i haven found the one i wanna buy xD,hahas..reach sch,go locker wif kyna and nisha first then went class and after putting bags and all,go cafe1 and eat,eat slice fish bee hoon,then went back class..copy and copy everything in the jobsheet and pass up the book,muz be pass up as the "boss" need to check,hahas..then after copying went for break,go buy tibits to eat,then sit thr slack lerHx,waiting for time to pass,then suddenly one guy giv us a paper ask we all filled in our name and sign can lerHx,it's abt stomp AIDS,lol..then ppl near seng city shop giving away the balloons,hahas..then we go get,fun xD,i gt one then kyna get for me one and nisha giv me one,so altgt i gt 3 balloons,so does nisha and kyna,went to IT ess after tat,take the test,sian..very last IT ess cisco test i onli gt 30 sumthing,haix..nvm,then lesson dismiss lerHx,it was 2pm sumthing,me,kyna and nisha walk to simei mrt station,cos was taking balloons so inconvenience to take bus,kyna get down at clementi then it started to rain,and nisha get down frm je then i frm boon lay,hahas..on the way to take bus feel abit ps cos was taking 3 balloons,LOL...take bus home,raining sia xD,reach home lerHx..then mum and me make ondeh ondeh,nt nice xP..nvm larHx,then eat dinner and slack...tat's wat happening today,enjoy the photos..
I am tired and lazy
to carry on everything nw...
8:44 PM
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Waked up at 7am,prepared to go sch,wait till 8am bt nisha haven msg me..LOL..then i msg her,she say nt gg for morning lesson xD...lol,then no choice lo,change back..impossible i go thr alone do nth mah,cos d-com theory is indeed boring...then grandma came,we go pioneer mall,eat breakfast+lunch,wif mum and grandma,eat lerHx go giant..go home after tat,it was raining larHx...sianz..then at home,wait lo..meet them at 12.30pm go sch,actually i feel lik pon for all day,haix..shld pon sch for all day derHx lo,so bored today,meet wif them..then so tired slping in the train,take bus frm tanah merah to simei,then saw many others campus derHx ppls,went class..sis call me,say she at my sch lerHx,she coming my sch dunno for wat job derHx larHx...then i meet her at cafe1 when the talks end,she say is abt finding job derHx,at indoor sport hall..then kyna and nisha at class,cos kyna gt sumthing wanna go home bt teacher dun allow so they still at class and i went find sis first,buy waffle to eat and sis went back wif her friends,i wait for kyna at cafe1,kyna reach lerHx..then she go buy bun and went to wait for her god-dad drive her home,then i alone liao lo,lol..she say she call nisha acc me,bt...nisha call me then i dunno wat she say then she hang up liao,bt i noe whr she always go so go find her,she was wif her friends,then ended up i wif niki lo,went back class lo,boring surfing net then luckily half an hr early dismiss,take bus to tanah merah to take train home,i saw marcus(sec sch friend),bt nv talk much..then slpy in the train,look lik emo sia..lol..nvm larHx...reach boon lay lerHx,wan walk home bt tink of buying sumthing,so i buy apollo choco stick then lazy walk lerHx so take bus HOME!LOL..reach home then erm..watch tv,eat dinner..then my 1st uncle came at nite..thks to him for coming to visit us,appreciated ;),then he went home lerHx,i went to bath,i finish bathing xiao jiu and da jiu came too...hahas..xiao jiu buy durian for us xP..okie,tat's all..bye
I am tired and lazy
to carry on everything nw...
9:38 PM
Monday, November 10, 2008
Been updated quite regularly..hahas,bt always blog those boring stuff,so here i am blogging the same stuff ;),didn't go for sch today..was prepared to go larHx,bt change my mind in the end,then staying at home..gt mum,sis,me,grandma and yueling..then she acc mum to pioneer mall,me,sis and grandma stay at home due to raining,then at home fold some incense paper for dad 100 days,then mum and yueling back home,she bought bubble tea for us,thks to her xD,then oso ice-cream,and then was kinda boring today,order kfc delivery for lunch today,treat by mum and yueling,then finish lerHx jie and yueling went out,then i nth to do,went to slp..waked up lerHx surf net,nth to do then slack and they was back..then watch tv and hav dinner...after dinner eat ice-cream,then grandma and yueling went home,went down wif mum to open letterbox,nth bt rubbish in the letterbox,then went home,lol..then bro came back,and we watch tv,surf net then lik tis lo,haha..okie larHx,nth to blog lerHx..
I feel lik gg,bt i dunno can and shld go anot.
Another places,i feel lik gg too..bt still long,
dunno will hav any changes anot?
Oso dunno shld i go anot...
I am tired and lazy
to carry on everything nw...
10:26 PM
Saturday, November 08, 2008
Hav a very full breakfast today,so does my lunch..breakfast: 1 tiramisu cake,1 raisin bun,1 1/5 pizza bread and 1 small choco tart..oh yah,and 1 bubble tea,then hav pizzahut at jp as lunch,bro treats ;),gt grandma,mum,bro,sis friend,sis,me and yueling cousin..we went to dhoby ghaut after lunch,was so full...i eat alots tis few wks sia -_-,we went plaza sing to shop...went to catch doll xD,was happily catching bt catch nth in the end xD,hahas..nvm,at least having fun,today on the train i feel very frustrated sia,dunno why,juz happen derHx...lik sumthing wrong wif me,bt in the end nth lerHx larHx..lol,then tired lerHx,go foodcourt hav some drinks and went walk walk again,wanna buy shoes derHx bt cannot find,then nvm lo,walk till quite tired lerHx,then gg back to boon lay to hav our dinner,time was abt 6pm sumthing lerHx,at mrt station saw some poster and the words r meaningful,so take the picts of it,be posting lata ;),then went jp,while grandma they all was finding seats on the kopitiam,i pull mum to acc me catch doll again at the arcade thr,change $2 caught nth,LOL..okies,then eat eat and wait for uncles to come as he say he coming jp too,then uncle,aunt,and their 3 childrens came,after dinner we went harvey norman,they buying washing machine and then uncle drive car and bring grandma,aunt,yueling and their childs home first and back to jp to fetch us,then we r back home,tat's all..enjoy ;)
Labels: Dad...u are wif us every moment..every mins..every secs...
I am tired and lazy
to carry on everything nw...
10:58 PM
Thursday, November 06, 2008
Today suppose to meet at 8.30am,bt nisha 8 call me lerHx,so went off at 8.05am as i haven ready,okie...then msg her went i am done,actually can take bus wif kor and jie derHx,bt when i am gg to reach bus stop,the bus went off lerHx,so wait for bus...LOL..reach boon lay,meet nisha and kyna go sch tgt as usual,went to class and teacher suddenly ask me why wear slipper,shock sia,bt he ask me leg pain uh,then i say "em",so he nv say anything,haha..went cafe 1 to eat,then went to class,12pm sumthing break lerHx,nisha went out dunno do wat,so left wif me and kyna..as i am still full,so buy wedges onli,kyna went noods to hav lunch and then we went up for next lesson,no lesson worx,so gd..can surf net,then boring surfing net then write comment wif kyna,was so funny,lol..then after sch lerHx,went locker awhile..then toilet and co-op shop buy chocolate,then take bus to tenah merah and train to boon lay,went jp awhile wif kyna as she wanna buy thing on chamelon and mum ask me help her buy a toy on toyrus for the devil kid,walau...sad larHx,my 8 yrs bolster let him urine on it and mum thrown it away,byebye my bolster,haix -.-..i still can't keep it forever uh,LOL..then was sad lo,bit him...feel lik giv him a bodyslam =X,no larHx..i nt tat violent xD,bt really feel unbear lo,then nvm larHx,nth i can do anyway..then watch tv and nw blogging lo,tat's all for today.Labels: Dad..we love u..my beloved papa..we miss u alot
I am tired and lazy
to carry on everything nw...
8:55 PM
Monday, November 03, 2008
Esther,tis is ur tagbox,u dare to say i didn't say?
Or is u nv rmb?And next wat u r suppose to say?Tis nt consider?
I am tired and lazy
to carry on everything nw...
7:55 PM
Sunday, November 02, 2008
Went pioneer mall wif mum,buy a box of layer cake then after tat went home,eat the layer cake as breakfast,then slack at home,mum went out wif uncle in the noon and buy lunch back for us,bro was back frm basketball court as he went to play in the morning..then watching youtube and feel so slpy,dunno wat to blog larHx..shall stop here..tired
On her b'dae,i gt tagged on her blog to wish her happy 17th,i juz didn't msg her,and i hav catch a doll for her,tat idea is by me oso,so wat more she is asking for?U say my b'dae nt interesting my taiji,then why u tell me abt all these?I can say her taiji larHx,dun u tink u r funny using esther things to defend urself?And u very funny lorHx,the one who say wanna brk grp first is u and esther while both of u were quarreling,since when become me?Sisters?Wat call sisters,when my dad passed away,u all came yea,bt hw long u all stay?And wat console words did u all say?NONE!So tis is call sister uh?The last day my dad gg to cremate,none of u turn up,nvm..maybe u all busy or superstitious,bt nt even a call,or a msg..u all my sister,shld noe hw sad i am and hw much console i need tat time,bt none of u,nt a single person frm wat shit KCJE ever called..or msg to console me,and nw esther birthday is so impt tat i hav to giv her present,msg her and say "happy birthday" to her,hw long then u all care me?1 MTH lata then u all start to talk to me,BY MSN..and is asking me to go out,telling me all crap tat gg out wif u all to feel better,and both of u was lik so happy thr saying me lik wat shit,i dun understand,his is my dad,i hav the right to be sad,why muz i get criticize by u all frm getting sad?And gg out wif u all,wat u all say is asking me to "talk larHx talk larHx",i am tinking,wat shld i talk?If u all r my sisters,u all shld noe the reason i am nt talking,i cannot celebrate esther b'dae,i feel sorry too,bt wat can i do?I already tell u all the things i cannot do,wat u all say is i am superstitious,pls larHx..he is my dad u noe?Hw he dote on me when he is alive,if really do those things will let him suffer in another world,who is gg to responsible?And if u all r nt superstitious,why i say within 100 days cannot come my hse u all really nv come?My bro friends,my sis friends or even some nt so gd friends oso came my hse to visit her and my bro within tis 100 days lerHx,as a sisters u all say nt superstitious bt dare nt step into my hse?I cannot go out often wif u all becos i hav the responsible to take care my mum nw,imagine u try to lost ur love one larHx,lost forever leh...hw pain it is?If u all my sisters,put urselves in my shoes and spare a thought for me okies!All these i nv say is wanna let it over,bt u all nw say i didn't care u all,tink for urself larHx,u all gt care me ma?Then the first time you both quarrel after my dad pass away u all said i nv care,u ask liling larHx,i gt ask her u two okie lerHx ma anot..then nw u all quarrel again,i ask u two nt quarrel,ended up lik wat shit?U say larHx,i dun care or i shldn't care?
I am tired and lazy
to carry on everything nw...
3:04 PM