Monday, December 29, 2008
Tis morning,waked up at 8am sumthing..then at home here touch touch,thr touch touch..until 11am then went jp wif mum,sis,grandma and devil yang..went jp 1 first to do sumthing then went jp 2 to change the ring i bought ytd,as when i bring home,it was spoil..the ring look nice,i lik it alot ;).Then change lerHx we went to fairprice,to buy things and went to hav lunch,and went to buy bags too..i buy 2 bags,one is paid by mum and one is paid by myself,one is sch bag and one is small slide bag and i left wif nt much money lerHx =.=,then we went home after tat..i was so bored...mum friend came my hse,chit chat wif mum,then suddenly i request to bring quan and xuan over as i really boring,then went childcare bring them,mum friend went along too,reach thr saw xuan,drinking medicine,he is sick lerHx,so sad...then cannot bring him so onli bring quan,hm..i wan bring two of them derHx,sian..bt nvm,still gt quan mah,he talk very cute larHx..lol,then nite hav dinner lerHx went mum friend hse sit awhile and went home,dunno why no matter wat we say to devil yang he juz wun listen and remember,always do wrong things and get scolded,so sian sia him...nt fun derHx xD,forget it...blog till here,bye.




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Thursday, December 25, 2008
Christmas day today..slp till 10.30am then waked up,bro already prepared to go out wif his friends,then left mum,me and sis..me and mum go jp wif uncle,eat lerHx then uncle drive mum go grandma hse and drive me home to take food for sis and i alone walk to grandma hse find mum,bring my laptop along and change my blogskin for kris 2...and then nth to do,so i edit a picture,is a photo taken ytd,mum wif the cake,then i put dad inside,lol..gonna upload xD,bt i am nt a pro so it might nt look real,tat shld be all bah,bye...







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Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Few days didn't update,lol..cos i guess whether i update anot oso nt diff..juz nw went sakura hav dinner wif mum and devil yang went along,cos bro and sis hav their own events uh,lol..then only me and mum so i suggest go thr hav dinner,i treat them..and i gg to broke very soon xD,tomoro will be christmas eve,as well as my mum b'dae,shld be a happy day for her bt i guess..nt anymore frm tis yr onward.Saw mum looking at photos and sobbing,those photos r during dad b'dae,mum b'dae,bro,sis and mine b'dae..and hw happily we r,no more tat times lerHx...-.-,we bought a chair tat can shake for mum,and plan to giv her a surprise,so she still dunno yet..she seem to lik it alot,cos she didn't noe we bought it for her then she keep saying abt the chair,hope she feel surprise tomoro ;),bt i guess tomoro morning she will feel sad again bah,always dad beside her singing b'dae song to her,hugging her and take photos bt no more tis yr,and yea..my dear cousin yue ling uh,if u happen to read my blog,pls kindly dun say out wat i hav written in my blog yah,thks for ur cooperation ;)




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Thursday, December 18, 2008
I went to downstair wif mum after dinner juz to hav a walk,and sumthing pop out my mind,the scene abt dad again,and i am gg to blog abt it,so readers if nt interested then stop reading frm here.If i am nt wrong,it shld be 3 yrs ago,when i was still in sec 2,sis is sec 4 and bro is already in ite,dad still driving midnite taxi and mum taking care of baby,mum and dad was at home,and bro juz back frm sch,he saw the floor was dirty,and he went nearer,it was blood and weird things,and he was so scare and he run up the stairs frm 1st storey to the storey i am staying,he look pale and dad and mum asked him wat happen,he told dad and mum wat he saw and my dad and mum look downstair,they report the police and police came..then find out it was an old lady jump down frm our blk,me and sis was still in sch tat time,i rmb very clearly,tat day was children's day,1st of oct,cos if tat day wasn't children's day,others ppl would hav found it earlier as pri sch kids will hav sch and will be walking here and thr,bt becos was children's day,so no one went out and no one saw it until bro came home,dad was worried abt sis and me come home will accidentally walk tat way and saw it,so he waiting for sis and me downstair until we r back home and though i saw a little things on the floor bt i am nt sure wat it was until i saw police and dad told me wat happen,we walk to 2nd storey and take lift home,dad was a human,i am sure he will feel afraid too,bt juz becos he hav a very strong tinking of protecting his childrens,he is willing to giv in everything,do anyone noe tat?Nobody noe,nobody noe why we feel so hurt,nobody noe why we can't stop crying,becos we hav all memories wif tis special person in our life bt u dun...u can show care and concern,bt nt saying those words tat drama show did lik "u still hav to live ur life", "dun cry anymore,cry oso no use", "ur dad pass away so long lerHx,wat for crying",tat's crap,u tink we dunno?We juz dun wanna noe..long lerHx jiu forget,u tink drama uh?

Everyone say the same things cos they weren't the one who feel the hurt, so if u noe nth..shut up!




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Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Hav breakfast in kfc at jp in the morning wif mum and sis,then went to ntuc after tat to buy ingredients for dinner,and went to walk walk and then take bus home..suppose to go out wif kyna today bt i guess nt gg lerHx bah,cos she didn't msg me,then staying at home..ytd created a video abt my family..hahas,nt posting it bah...cos inconvenience,wondering quan quan okie lerHx ma,lol..dunno gt become more guai anot =x,so kelian larHx him,haix..still haven see him since tat day he kana scared,ytd nite chatted wif a 14 yrs old guy noe frm tagged..and we chat until lik we hav noe for very long,lol..anw..quite envious him,still in sec sch life,long way to go,and chatted wif him make me missed my sec sch life too =X,tat's all for nw bah..if still gt anything then maybe continue tonite xD

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nw is nite,mum is crying alone in the rm,heard her sobbing sound and i went in,dunno wat to do bt can onli asking her nt to cry,she ask me go away,i wanna make her laugh,bt i dunno hw to,i am nt capable,wat shld i do?Bro and sis can always stop her frm crying bt i can onli giv tissue to her,so long lerHx,still the same,everytime...i see mum cry,i feel heart pain,bt i am disobedient,when she is fine,i dun listen to her..i oso dunno why,i juz can't be obedient,maybe i hav too much of my own tinking,i wanna work,bt i dun wan mum to be home alone,bro and sis gotta work too,hw?Wat shld i do?I am useless...onli noe hw to talk,bt wat hav i really done?Nth..haix -.-




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Sunday, December 14, 2008
Noon 12pm,uncle bring us to novena velo city and treat us eat buffet,1 person $30 sumthing,so ex. -.-..then we went walk walk and went home after tat,very tired...then mum,bro,sis and me planned to went chua chu kang visit dad as dad friends called mum and ask abt the place dad was being put at so tat make us wanna go visit dad too,bro drive us thr wif uncle car...reach thr,thought cannot go in,then saw sumone inside and luckily can go in,lol...four of us,standing thr,looking at dad photo and started to talk to dad,and of cos..mum and us cry,tat's normal bah,cos imagine we hav been wif dad so long and nw we hav to went to chua chu kang and look at his photo talking to a photo tat does nt respond us,hw pain it is,mum noe dad longer than us,so her pain wun be lesser than us,dad...juz hw r u nw,is thr really no way u can let us noe?We went gekpoh after tat,to buy sumthing thr and went mac and order some fries then went grandma hse,oh ya..forget to write,grandma wasn't at home cos she went malaysia for some event..then uncle and aunt went buy some foods home and..eat again -.=,so full lerHx larHx...and after tat bro drive me home do sumthing and went grandma hse again,as stay thr quite bored so i bring my laptop along,and around 9pm sumthing then we walk home,abit raining,so cold xD..tat's all,posting some boliao photos =x








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Friday, December 12, 2008
Here a new post again,morning waked up and quan beside me,lol..as childcare today nv open so he came our hse and mum take care of him one day,awhile lata xiao devil yang came too..then wait for 1 hr for devil yang mum to come bring him to sch then me,mum and quan went mac to hav breakfast,mum eat big breakfast,quan eat happy meal and me eat sausage muffin wif egg,then went giant walk walk,and went back home..surf net awhile then wait for devil yang to come and went jp wif mum,quan and devil yang to find jie,walau...jp open lerHx,so big so new and so nice..so many new shops...a pity tat dad wun be able to see it anymore,haix..he has been mentioning it whenever we passby,he will say.."wah,here renovating,very fast hoh..opening soon",bt haven open he gone first...tat's mum remind me oso,actually i forget abt dad wun be able to see it,i am enjoying myself shopping and looking everywhr thr,am i very bad?Hw can i forget abt tis,and after mum say tis,hw i hope dad will be walking tgt wif us,looking at thr oso..we went the old jp to hav mos burger,hav teriyaki chicken burger set,then went walk walk at new jp again and buy some breads home and went home,went home nth to do,after devil yang and quan slp,i oso slp...then waked up,mum nv cook dinner so i eat the bread tat juz bought at noon,drink swt corn soup and quan dad buy a duck for us so oso eat duck,hahas..then nw nth to do lerHx so blogging...byebye ;)

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around 8pm sumthing,mum friend came and ask mum acc her to the "bai bai shen" thr as chinese we hav so called ask our god abt things we wanna noe,and ask them to help us all tis,then go lo,i oso follow...bt dunno he is real anot larHx,cos nw i can say few of them r real one-.-,then quan mum oso follow,wan ask abt quan and hope the "god" can teach him to be guai guai,and my gosh..when it's quan turn,quan was being scared by him,cos he behave so scary larHx,of cos every kids will scare..then quan keep crying,see lerHx heart pain sia xD,then uncle called mum,as my first uncle wan go beijing today..then mum,kor and me and 2nd&3rd uncle went changi and send them off...bon voyage...hahas,before we went off,we go eat and nw so full,aiyo..eat eat eat =.=,lol..tat's all bah,wondering hw my kelian quan lerHx,dunno he tonite will hav nitemare ma =x,better nt..lol,gdnite ;)

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Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Morning went out to st91 wif mum,sis and auntie today..rebond my hair ytd too,my xiao jiu mu pay for me ;)..thks to her,actually i pay myself derHx,then today staying at home the whole noon,nth to do then slp..then slack,and play wif phone games,and online,surf nets...wanna find job bt no job leh,cause nv go find...=x,tat's all bah,nth much to blog...enjoy.

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Thursday, December 04, 2008
Today is dad 100th days lerHx..morning waked at 5.30am and help mum to cook abit abit and put on the table to wait for saigong to come,8am..saigong came lerHx..and awhile lata uncles and aunt oso came,then start to ask dad come to eat,lol..hope he gt eat uh,then after everything..went chua chu kang whr dad bone ash was place at,pray again...burn all boxes,incense paper and many many things to dad,hope he gt receive everything and enjoy in his another world,dad..muz come back often to find us and let us drm of u hoh,we will miss u much!Then after finish everything time was onli 10am sumthing,so bro drive us home and uncles,aunties and ah ma all went home too..then back home lerHx,we was treating dad was around and put 5 persons bowls and chopsticks on the table then eat tgt,lata gg to sch for last exam,4th uncle driving me thr,so 1.30pm will be gg,sian sia...sure wun pass,take for fun onli-.-,wat i was studying nw is nt the future i wan leh,cos i dunno anything abt it,bt hw?Very sian leh,anw..dad,it's ur 100th days,u r promoted,hahas..congrats =x,we love u dad =D




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