Monday, December 28, 2009
ARGH.........hate finding job,everytime same situation,keep finding and finding,ended up always no result.Or too choosy?Haix...i dunno,fan si wo larHx xD.

不曾拿起，如何放下。




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
10:26 PM


Friday, December 25, 2009
HoHoHo...Merry x'mas,and yea...today is 25 dec,went to 2nd aunt hse in the noon,firstly we went to jp eat first then train to bedok,and walk at bedok awhile as sis wanna buy things,so after tat went to hav dessert and bus to marine terrace.Bt..we get down at wrong bus stop again -.-,it's the 2nd time,LOL..so cab to the place,no choice...cos weather damn hot,so reach lerHx..everyone was thr,eat and chatted thr,lol...bt after awhile,some cousins went fishing,some went beach and some went home...so left few ppl,taken some photos and exchange x'mas present and around 6pm plus,4th uncle drive us to eunos mrt station and mum,bro,sis and me train to orchard,wanna buy bag for mum as her b'dae present bt she dun wan,so nvm...bro treat her eat lo.Went to eat breeks?Yah..i tink so,hahas...order the drink named "blue dolphin",lol..and tat's all for today bah (;






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Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Is it a curse?Tis is the 3rd times,previous two yrs coming to the end of the yr,thr will be sumthing happened,no exception tis time,i can't rmb hw long i hav been searching a time to let my heart rest,it's always complaining tired,nt becos of nt enough rest,bt becos while resting,heart is still aching,a phrase "forget ytd troubles,start a brand new day",saying is easier than doing seriously.2007-dad kana slight stroke,kcje starting to change.2008-adapting new sch life,dad passed away,i was having a quarrel wif kcje and it is nt a small one,2009-families prob,financial prob,kcje prob and some personal prob.Whr the hell is those happiness?Ppl leading life,me too...bt why mine seem so suck?Wat's more surprise coming up next yr?Got my result today,my gpa is 2.2,i am nt surprise,bt...juz disappoint.Yea..shall end here.

p.s Thks cousins for the present (;








I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
10:20 AM


Sunday, December 20, 2009
Haix...-.- "shake head".




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
12:10 AM


Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Woo~..today baby came bt sick so her dad came to bring her see doctor and she went home,i went to 651 coffee shop buy noodles for breakfast at 11am for mum,bro and me,and yea...bro is back frm shanghai (;.Hahas...he buy a winter clothes,glove and a stamp wif my name on it for me,thks him so much,lik it (;.He bought something for my sisters too,when gt meet then giv it to them,lol.Bt tis trip he without us dunno hw to take care uh,giv ppl chop his money,LOL =X.Forget it cos it's over,went to visit grandma juz nw and she look quite fine compared to ytd..lol,hope she get well soon.

I am quite afraid,
starting to feel unsure,
bt i gt to make sure,
i wun really fall for u.




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
11:25 PM


Friday, December 11, 2009
Today..as usual,after breakfast wif mum,went grandma hse.I am so so so tired,every morning gotta waked so early,currently wanna find job,bt...dunno can find anot,meeting dearest on mon to find job,hope will one satisfy job (;.Waiting for bro to back frm shanghai,waiting for his present too,hahas...headache,sumthing happened,can't imagine.Forget it.


Almost falling in ur trap,
u are such a hypocrite.
Why would i believe in u?
I am glad i found out.




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
2:18 PM


Tuesday, December 08, 2009
New day again.3rd times taking care of baby myself,wth...ytd fail my btt,sisters all oso fail xD.They came to my hse after tat,slack at my hse till nite 8pm sumthing,then they went dearest hse for dinner,i went to grandma hse,sent cousins and bro off to changi airport,they gg shanghai,stay thr till 11pm sumthing and reach home 12am sumthing.Mum staying at grandma hse again.Slp...morning waked up 9am sumthing,morning phone ring waked me up and after tat mum back frm grandma hse nv bring key then press the bell oso waked me up xD.Then can't slp lerHx,went to pioneer mall hav breakfast wif mum,she went straight to grandma hse after tat,i went home,take care of baby again,tired xD.Life,can't be enjoy,why call life?Due to grandma situation,i can't go out wif mum even nw it's my holiday,i hav to stay at home taking care of tat noisy baby -.-.Today is my baobei quan quan b'dae,lol...didn't hav time to visit him,happy b'dae to him (;



Juz learned a lesson.
Momentary impulsive act,
can cost lifetime suffered.




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
12:21 PM


Saturday, December 05, 2009
Wow..i was early today (;.Staying at grandma hse last nite,ytd...abt 5-6pm evening,grandma was groaning her injured leg was pain,until 8-9pm when xiao jiu was back frm work,mum told him tat grandma leg was swollen,then cousin call ambulance and grandma has been sent to hospital,and we follow on the back,reached...wait and wait while grandma was inside,i am nt surprise tat the nurses and doctors are middle-head thr,as i met once,tat was the reason tat cause my dad death.They forget to giv my grandma the relieve swollen medicine and they wrap my grandma leg until too tight,so it will become swollen,ytd reached home at 12am sumthing.Frm ytd till nw,grandma hav been saying her leg was pain.Ytd tat scene,totally reminds me of tat nite when dad fall and been sent to hospital,seeing mum expression,i knew wat she is tinking..same as me,tat nite scene,we thought everything would be okie until we hav been sent to a rm and counselling by a lady thr saying we muz hav prepared for the worst situation.And we cry lik nobody business.Mum noe wat i was tinking as well...lol,yea...i guess onli person involve can feel the pain of the counterpart bah.Gg to big uncle(father side) hse lata for bbq,so tired..didn't slp well last nite xD,shall end here.

continue~

Back frm big uncle hse(father side),was bored napping on the chair thr frm noon to evening 4pm sumthing,finally started to bbq after the big rain xD.Fun (;,eat and chat,take some photos...chicken was burned lik charcoal by us -.-".Hahas,went westmall hav a walk after tat,sis buy a shoes for me,thks (;.Went to drink kopi outside westmall and xiao jiu come to drive us home,hahas...shall show out the photos (;






I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
9:15 AM


Wednesday, December 02, 2009
Today the exam,and oso the last day of sch wif PL0801P.Meet up wif nisha and kyna at abt 9.30am,went straight to tamp,order apple pie frm mac,garlic bread and drumstick frm pizzahut and chicken wings and drumstick frm kfc,then...back to sch,take exam...worried for my result nw,seriously didn't really done well,after exam...kyna rush down to tamp wif some guys and take those orders,nisha and me stay at sch wait for the pizza we order frm canadian to reach,pizza reach..wait for kyna they all come back,then wait for lecturers here,we thks mdm evani for her lecturing these two yrs,and start to eat...then take photos,after seeing one by one classmates left,the feeling of unbear came,bt...it's juz awhile,receive a call frm mum,saying grandma fall down,and went hospital after seeing doctor frm clinic,and so...went to pioneer mall mac find mum,bro,sis and yueling cousin,eat and back home...went grandma hse wait xiaojiu back and bring us go visit ah ma,actually gt to do operation,bt in the end doctor say wait for few wks see hw first,grandma air ticket to shanghai hav been transfer to me,and i really dun wan...bt i can't reject,fcuk...and it's nt foc,why?It's nt i wanna go and is ah ma fall down so transfer to me,why need my mum pay the money for the ticket?I replacing onli eh,wth...fcuking irritating,fcuking human,dad...bring me go,to ur place...peacefully thr rite?I wan live wif u,i dunno wat can i do in tis world lerHx,nth for me to do lerHx.I am tired lerHx.

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