Friday, January 28, 2011
All along since i enter the co.,u hav been teaching me all and all.U asked me to rmb,rmb and rmb...u ask me no matter wat i do,if dunno..ask,ask already..if sumthing happen,nt our fault already,ask me to protect myself wif everything i do,yea...i noe,bt..i am juz clumsy,sumtimes...i dunno why things happen when i hav already been very careful wif everything i hav done.And when it happen,u are always around to settle the prob for me,day and day passes..it became a rely,and nw...i am relying on u,i can't believe tat's true,bt tat's fact,mon...it will be ur very last day in the co.,my mood are down all the way,all the way,i dunno why...hw,hw am i gg to survive without u in the co.,juz lik today..everything was a mess,and u were thr to settle.U actually told me u wun be coming today,bt..did u came for me or for other reason?Wat a weird feeling i hav,after mths..hw would i be,i wanna be ur friend,bt...after u leave the co.,will we become stranger?One day in the road,will we still recognise each other?Tis fate is weird,and it ended too fast.It's juz 2 wks.I still hav 2 mths 2 wks more to survive in the co. myself,today u said,mon will be ur last day settling all u can settle for me,and i oso said,today is the last time u help me to keep my goggles in ur locker,hw sad when tis two sentences was being said,i feel sad..u?Why am i nt the one who leave the co. first,the place does nt belong to me,i noe nth abt tat place,i noe nth abt tat job,bt why the one who's leaving is u?

U are special,special frm those ppl i hav met so far,if nt u are diff frm me,i will fall for u.




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
8:18 PM


Monday, January 24, 2011
It's my fifth day working in the company,the fifth day ONLI,oh pls..thr is lik another 2 mths plus before the contract end.Will i leave tis job at the end of the day,well...life tis kind of thing is kinda hard to say,so i shall nt say nw.Bt..for nw,i seriously damn feel lik to leave tis job,working environment warehse nvm...the job is stressful nvm...bt..why the place dun hav a person i can even talk to during teabreak,lunch time,waiting for bus time.All are uncles...yea,we did talk,bt..uncles still talk more to uncles,for my age..all are malay guys,yes..we did talk,bt...most of the time they are talking over themselves wif malay language,and then..can imagine tat pict of me?Stoning,so yea..thr are 3 breaktime each day and i onli go for maybe 1 time a day,and waiting for the bus,i juz standing aside,the security guard thr was funny though,as i am the onli gal overthr,so he ask me to stand at the place with shelter so i wun kana the sun,bt..actually the security was trying to ask me leave those guys further,lol.It was getting more and more stressful,seriously...today,the supervisor overthr talk to me,he say..the place are fill with carton of box,he is nt satisfywif it,he say tat shld be clear soon..though he talk politely with nice tone bt...i feel lik telling him,before i came,the place already fill with all these carton of boxes,i am nt in charge of it,the guy didn't taught me tat as well..so far,i onli noe i hav to do updates of location,and GR all these.So...wat u expect me to do,do u wan me to carry those carton of boxes away?-.- Thr are so much error we hav while doing GR,u tink it's easy?With those prob u tink we lik?We dun wan to finish those GR faster?Why nw then tell me tat thr are vacancy at my friend job,thr will be njrc at the march,is onli for tis,or it's same for all?




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
9:53 PM


Sunday, January 16, 2011
Aww..so tired nw,went out ytd.Shopping wif esther,town...nice,i waited for her at somerset for 45 mins.LOL.Then finally she reached,then we start to shop..go cineleisure to hav our lunch,wanton mee,then shop shop awhile..walk to dhoby POMO,thought i can finally buy the brush cleaner at cosmoprof bt no stock and asked me come back on mon,bt i guess impossible,cos will be gg bishan and after tat,lazy?Haha..then such a BIG RAIN,so we went cathay yakun and hav some coffee/tea,bread and egg.And we suddenly mention all the past,then so coincidence tat june tai and andrew at somerset so we meet them at cineleisure,then shop shop and train to bugis,reach bugis and they went mos burger to hav dinner then after tat..went to pool..after pool,we queue to buy koi and after koi we went back to boon lay,waited for kenneth to arrive and he drive us back to change shoes,as we decided to celebrate june tai b'dae in advance so we go prawning at farmart,at cck.Prawning was boring bt becos was wif old friends,so it was fun (;.Actually it was onli until 1am plus,bt we extend the time so until 3am then we went off,thought we can bbq the prawn bt the charcoal is wet,so it was nt allowed,andrew and june tai try to drive the car and it was lol..haha.After tat,went batok the place tat sell prata bt it was close and nobody wanna eat so yea..kenneth drive us one by one home,reach home at abt 4am plus...it was late,lol...so reach home,wash up and went to bed,morning waked up at 10am plus.Bt nw still feeling tired,gg to bed soon..byebye.




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
1:24 PM


Monday, January 10, 2011
Watching new show recently,today watching the last epi,epi 5.Inside the story,tat guy said a words and yea..i agree,为什么好人都要死,behind..i added 活着的都是虚伪的人,tis story is rather touching,it shows abt sec sch life,teenagers...erm..hw to say,quite similar to the show i watch previously,the death girl.Tis show is 他們在畢業的前一天爆炸(Days we stared at the sun).Poor,and wealthy is the cause of the world to be messy.Bt without tis causes,the world would be boring i guess...tis is an interesting show,a short and interesting show (:.




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
5:49 PM


Saturday, January 08, 2011
I wonder,did i lose patience in kids?Or isit these two are diff frm those previous one.I noe for those kids mum took care of previously,i did beat them before,i did scold them before,bt nt to the extent tat i lost control,for these two..well...one is still okie,bt another one is lik,omg..lik one day she nv scold/beat by me,she feel itchy.I can onli say i really lose to her,she can cry lik nobody business whenever she lik,being scolded or beated,she still can throw temper to tat person,wat kind of kid she is sia?Wah...she can make me scare of kids -.-.Bt seeing outside those cuter kid,luckily i am still nt to the extent tat dislik kid,LOL.Haix...when will the life of me earning money and every yr go somewhr holiday wif family start?I am awaiting,yea..i am.Hm...i start to miss the childhood in bukit batok out of sudden,we are still so simple,ignorance,we laugh out so real,cry out so real.And..most imptly,i nv see my parents having financial prob at all until we move to jurong area.If staying in bukit batok can let us live better,can let dad survive longer,i dun understand why we hav moved hse last time.




I am tired and lazy to carry on everything nw...
12:19 PM